she said women aren’t allowed to need but
we aren’t supposed to be strong either
so we develop
self-destructive rituals men call
emotional problems
the only problem i developed was from needing
too much and packing
in a buzz to blur
my disappointment
i touch my female lovers all the time when
i hold their sobbing bodies and
dry their tears shed because
they’re disappointed from
needing some man too much
i hold her hand because
i need to hold someone who
understands me
i think it might be impossible to
shut off one emotion without
shutting them all
off
it is too much to expect to be able to give without expecting anything in return
maybe we aren’t allowed to need but
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