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"The Monster of Old" & "A Strangeness" by John Gray




The Monster of Old

It was a horrifying creature,

long pointed nose,

buzzing wings,

eyes deep black in a circle

of garish red.

I didn’t dare

raise a hand against it,

for it filled my ears

with a raw hiss,

and I froze

as it circled me,

seeking out a strip of bare skin

for landing.

Then my father

chased it with rolled-up newspaper,

before thwacking it to death

against the kitchen wall.

“Don’t be such a sook,”

my father said to me.

‘It’s harmless.”

Years later,

that insect became

the beast in this story I was writing.

My monster was huge, bloodthirsty,

and threatened all of mankind.

It had honed its threat,

whetted its appetites,

acuminated its ambitions,

back in my childhood.


A Strangeness

The morning looks familiar but feels different.

I yawn as usual, rub my eyes, take one glance

at the body in the bed beside me,

before stumbling to the bathroom.

Same body, same bed, same bathroom

as it has been for the past ten years.

So what’s changed? What is missing?

Something is nagging at me.

Something I should be aware of

but can only draw a blank.

The kitchen’s the same.

So’s the coffee maker and my favorite cup.

And the table. The chair. That song of

the brewing java is the one that I’ve been

humming all my life. Suitably wired with

caffeine, it’s back to the bedroom,

where I open the closet wide,

grab shirt and slacks, shoes and socks,

make myself presentable for the outside world.

I peek out the window. That world is still there.

So what’s wrong?

It must be my companion.

She’s always up by this.

If this were sci-fi, she’d be an android

that reached its end date and expired.

If this were true crime, she’d have been smothered

by an intruder during the night.

If it were horror, she’d have every drop of blood

drained from her veins.

But it’s real life. She died of natural causes.

A year to the day.

That’s what it is.

I forgot her anniversary.

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