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"Time", "Excitement Equals", & "The Find" by Ceinwen E Cariad Haydon


Time


Time loops like scalloped embroidery;

rises, billows, then rejoins its stem

– like on the head of a blooming flower,

each petal is rooted in its pistil. 


Time blossoms, flares from the core

of lives. Temporal flights travel to all

spheres of our beingness... 


We weave and thread: now here, now

there, now then. And, even when we die,

time’s cobwebs catch us. Her silk skeins

stroke us, hold us, in our survivors’ minds. 


Time loops, like scalloped embroidery –

she gifts time-travel, until the time when all

who remember us have passed into the mist.



Excitement Equals


Excitement is a howler monkey

screeching and swinging wild

through the charged summer air,

from branch to swaying branch.

Brother-sister creatures soon appear,

numbers double then treble, on and on;

they all dance dizzying derangements

and shriek their cacophonic calls


Disturbed leaves fall, detached

from their petioles – so lightly

attached to their steady branches –

and fall to the forest floor. Their loss

is ignored as aroused primates

whirl and jump, squeal and squawk.


Excitement equals howler monkeys

delighting in whirling-dervish orgies

before spinning from high-up to free fall

and land on the solid ground beneath it all. 



The Find


Up in the hills, in the borderlands

we unearthed a rusted horseshoe,

half-covered in sandy soil, by our path.

I saw it first, exclaimed and pulled it out,

warmed by its promise of good fortune.

Your brow creased, And who’s going to

carry that. We’ve miles to cover before

we reach the car. I smiled and stroked

your arm; once you’d have done anything

for me, when I smiled like that. No,

you said, Your find, your responsibility.


So, I carried it in my smaller rucksack,

along with our packed lunches, careless

of rust dust soiling our sandwiches.


Back at home, I placed the horseshoe

on our windowsill, between my jars

of sea-glass. Next morning, I found

you’d turned our good-luck totem

upside down. It was already empty,

all possibilities spilt upon the ground. 




Ceinwen E Cariad Haydon, [MA Creative Writing, Newcastle, UK, 2017]

Ceinwen writes short stories and poetry. She has been widely published in web magazines and in print anthologies; these include Northern Gravy, Ink, Sweat and Tears, London Grip, Tears in the Fence, The Lake and Southbank Poetry.  Her first chapbook 'Cerddi Bach (Little Poems), was published in 2019 by Hedgehog Press and her pamphlet 'Scrambled Lives on Buttered Toast' was published by Hedgehog Press in June 2024. She is developing practice as a participatory arts facilitator, mainly working with elders and intergenerational groups. She believes everyone’s voice counts.

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